This is gonna sound a bit emo,a bit romantic and a bit dramatic but it's how I feel and I thought I should tell you. I've never had luck with girls.Not because I am totally ugly,stupid or something.The problem is this "luck" thing. You see every time I meet a girl that I seriously want to be with and don't just want for sex but I can feel as if I'm in love with her,I end up hearing one of the following phrases: "You're a very good guy,but I see you as a friend." "I'm sorry but I can't see you in another way." "You're very handsome,good,smart but you'll find another girl and she will be the best." "If I had met you earlier things might have been different". The last 2 years I got to know some girls and when hopes went up,suddenly something happened and I got "rejected".For example a girl that was telling me she wants me and she would break up with her bf(who was way older than her)we would be together and then she changes her mind.Another girl who,like she was saying,had a crush on me gave me the "friends" thing and instead of coming to Greece went to Portugal and is now with another guy. Then I met a really beautiful girl this autumn,I had all the good intentions and wanted to have some kind of a relationship with her after a couple of months still trying to meet her irl she tells me that she's in love with someone else. Anyway I met one amazing girl on the net last week.She lives about an hour and a half away from me or less.She was really beautiful.Not just cute,not just nice,she was beautiful. We met on tagged then talked on MSN every day for hours and guess what we were so similar,we liked the same movies,laughed all the time,we had a good time.And she knew I had started to like her. Right when I was seriously getting crazy for her probably slowly falling in love with her even though I knew her for like 5-6 days....last night she tells me she wants someone else for about 2 months and that she should have told me that from the beginning. I was devastated.Not sad,not upset I was devastated.Because I dared to dream again,I dared to hope and the outcome was the same like every time. Sorry about my nagging I just felt I should tell this to someone.I'm not well at all,I'm sad again.Every time I like a girl very very much and I fall in love,it turns out I'm either born with a sign that says "FRIEND" or I should have invented a time machine to go back in time before she meets someone else. And the thing I don't get is how can I be according to girls,very handsome,a very good guy,smart,sweet,nice,interesting,the ideal boyfriend....and they always choose to be with ANOTHER guy and not me? This sucks. I'm not well.I'm not well at all. Dimitris P.S.I don't wanna hear your love stories,I don't wanna hear your problems,I don't wanna hear theories and stuff like that. Say what you feel in plain english and I'll appreciate you for it.