I was talking about you guys the other day (yes, I talk about TFF in my non-computer oriented life.. still) and I realized that since November, I've been a part of this community for 10 years. Granted, the website name has changed several times since the "lotronline" I so anxiously joined on my 13th birthday... and we've lost members (anyone remember OrcSwordB?) and gained members (kenshin is still my favourite n00b) since... but there are some of you here that have known me since I was 13 (Sky, Neenor). Though I've never personally met any of you, many of you have texted (Kaka ^^), chatted on the phone, hung out via webcam (Met -.-), trolled forums, and built very genuine relationships with me. There are a lot of you that know me better than the majority of people who have spent time around me for 10 years (or more), in the real world. And even more so, many of you have helped me through really difficult events in my life that I never would have made it through without your comfort (Sevi, Alch, Kaine)... and I've gotten plenty of sage advice from you as well (Mub). And oh my, I'll never forget the day that package arrived where a lot of you wrote me notes and Sevi printed them out and mailed them to me. Best birthday ever. Well, I just wanted to say that whether you've known me for 10 years, or you're new and only heard about me 10 minutes ago from seeing my name on the who's online thinger... TFF is very important to me and will always be very important to me. I know I'm horrible at disappearing for ages and then randomly showing up, disappearing again etc... but I'm not the only one so leave me alone *pouts*... but seriously, I always feel awful about that. It doesn't mean I don't think about you. So yeah, even when I'm not "around", you guys are pretty much always on my mind. I appreciate the warm welcome I get every time I come back, and the "where the heck and how the heck have you been"s that I get when I haven't been here (recently; Ray). This probably seems pointless (and maybe it is, but y'all know me)... Thank you for being a family to me (I.R, I'm banking on you when I'm older lol). I love you all very much (except for Foin... just kidding ). Also, I'm sorry if I didn't mention your name. My new meds make it hard for me to keep me gulliver on track >_>. I love you guys. Also, BFD.