108 (What am i thinking?)

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  1. The peoples champion

    The peoples champion The peoples champion

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    Life is forever just a mystery
    Their is never a time i can feel free
    How can this be?
    Why am i this way?

    From all the things and memories i put away
    Turning the page, like my life is just staged
    Another day goes by, just more questions of why?
    What is happening to me?

    Everyone is leaving and disappearing as i see
    Some had to leave my life
    Some wish to stay away
    I know someone out there is not this way

    Everything has a purpose
    Even though at times i feel so nervous
    Not that i really deserve this
    All that i know

    An all that i see
    Is this as close as i will get to extacy?
    If that is a fact, then that would be tragedy
    As long as i am around i do believe it can be found

    Am i loosing control?
    All the things i feel and think take their toll
    Life is just a roundabout
    Directions that go on and on

    Where is happiness?
    Does it exist? what is it about?
    Why do so many feel something less
    Lacking the the "X" factor

    Something i refuse to explain
    Causes me pain, causes me tears
    Need something to calm these fears
    It goes on and on

    When will this forever circle end?
    All these words and signs i must send
    As if i could make my life the way i want it in pretend
    The vibe i send, sends chivers down my spine

    Word after word and line after line
    In the end i'm far from fine
    Lies i tell so well saying i am ok
    Just putting all the past events back in my mind and away

    Where am i now?
    Where could i be?
    I see this map, but my location i dont see
    Lost in no mans land

    Sinking in my sand
    I am just looking for that hand
    Slowly but surely i will be sunk and gone
    Like a change of dusk and dawn
     
  2. Kakashi

    Kakashi The Fighters Guide House Member

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    very nice.

    lots of great questions :cheers:
     
  3. The peoples champion

    The peoples champion The peoples champion

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    Yeah their is many things that go on in my mind, and questions are not hard to find.